Yuck

I hate this medicine that I'm on. All I want to do is eat. I can't sleep at night and now I'm sleeping all through the day. My kids are the main source of happiness for me and now I feel like I'm not even being a good mom to them. How can I when I'm in bed all day? I wish I had been left undiagnosed and untreated because I feel worse now than before. I'm soooo tempted to not take my meds.