I'm back

Okay, so I've been gone awhile, but I'm back. I don't know how I can describe the past few months of my life because thinking clearly and the ability to clearly express myself are gone. The meds. I'm on have me so spaced out all the time. I sleep for 16 or 17 hours a day and when I'm up I'm barely able to function.

I've been in the process of being weaned off my Depakote for the past few weeks because I'm having major hair loss, which is one of the side effects. I will be going on Lamictal in a few days. I only pray that this will work. I also hope it kicks in fast because I need it BAD!!

I think my husband is really sick of me being this way. He never says he loves me. He never has anything at all to do with me. He won't even wash a load of clothes for me or clean a dish and there are days when I really can't do it. This is making me more depressed.. I'm so sick of everything right now.