No more Lunesta!

Well, I couldn't handle the nastiness of Lunesta so I'm not going to be taking that anymore. I emailed my dr. tonight and pleaded with him to let me start taking the Ativan again so I'm keeping my fingers crossed. I've got 15 left so I know for the next 15 days I'll be able to get some rest and be relaxed. I've still been on edge all day today and I am finding it hard to work just for the simple fact that I have to be so nice when I really don't want to be! lol Otherwise all has been well today.

We are planning a vacation for my 40th birthday, which gives me something to look forward to. (the vacation, not turning 40) ; )